More positive

Well after the last two very defeatist posts I am sure you will be pleased to hear that this one is more positive.  Today I am shattered, yesterday I had a fabulous day out with my lovely sister-in-law, super niece and beautiful great niece in the sunshine at Barrington Court.  Followed by a lovely evening out with my supportive hubby and two friends for curry at The Stonemasons.  Then lunchtime I was visited by two of my amazing friends from school, I am a bit nervous about going back when I finish my treatment but I know that they will be there to support me every step of the way.  It is amazing what fresh air, sunlight and friendship can do for you. 
I have just sat at eaten the end of the last chocolate orange from christmas.  That won't help the weightloss, expecially as I am going for curry to chillis later with the supportive friends from school, and H.  I have been busy today, I have cleaned the carpet, I think that counts as procrastination, I am ahead with my essay this time but still have plenty to do.  I got B- on my last assignment, which I am very pleased with as I didn't think it was that good.  I am just waiting for the next one now, but that one I really struggled with that one so I am not holding out much hope.  I am hoping for at least a D- as that is a pass, I am hoping not to get a phone call as that means a fail. 
College is finished for this term, unfortunately the first session of the next term clashes with a pre-assessment clinic, and it is a new tutor.  That is not going to be ideal.  I have great support at college too though and I know that F,S,S, E and B will all help to get me started. 
Onwards and upwards I need to try to be the forever optimist.