It isn't going to be easy, week two symptoms have started to kick in, and my teeth are turning black, I don't know if that is because of the treatment or my mouthwash. The middle of the night grumble did at least allow me to sleep. I know everyone has a right to grumble, but some of the things they are grumbling about, scratches on cars, coughs, colds just seem so trivial. Back in October when things didn't seem so bad I was told to have things to look forward to, and for a while I had loads, but things have fallen into a new normal, and there are very few things on the horizon anymore. have mentioned booking a holiday even just a break over here Weymouth or something, the house move, because being here with the neighbours I have is truly like a prison. I can't help worrying about Rob paying a mortgage on his own if I can't work, or worse. I am reading Jane Plant's book, and it looks like a complete change of diet to help the beast to sleep. I am not giving up because I love my family too much, Kakes is looking at wedding venues, I don't want them to rush in to it because of this situation. I do want to be there of course, but this fight has to go on. I have to work past the fear that the consultants might be right about time. Rob and I aren't good at asking for help, Rob though has always been good at helping other people, he often drops everything at home to help others, I just hope that they give him pay back because he needs it.
BRING BACK THE POSITIVE!!!!
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