Well this was the week of the holidays that I was looking forward to most, following a fabulous weekend. We were supposed to being having what would probably be our last family holiday as a four, but Rob didn't get around to booking anything, my fault probably, I didn't tell him where I wanted to go! Yes I did, Stratford upon Avon and Alton Towers. The weather hasn't been too bad, so Rob has been out on the mini, Kayleigh went to Basingstoke with Tom, Mattie ordered a new amp for his guitar, so this has turned into time like any other, only without Kayleigh to go out and about with. Guess this is what I have to look forward to in the school holidays in future. This time next year Mattie will have a job, hopefully, and holidays will be just me on my own, hoping for someone to take pity on me and spend some time with me. Because of this hideous journey I can't see me ever getting a job anywhere else, so I am now destined for school holidays forever. Too expensive to go away and everyone else at work leaving me sat home on my own. I dread to think that it might be here in this house, fingers crossed for some more interest in the house so I can at least move to somewhere I can be happier.
On a plus note, Rob has booked us a night away in London next week to see the Aussies, unfortunately I think it will probably be the last time I see them. Bring on that weekend even if it does bring my scan and my consultants appointment closer. I don't want the consultants appointment. Most times when we have been it has not had a positive outcome, and I can't bear any more of my dreams dashed. I want to prove them wrong, oh well ever hopeful.
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